January 2009
my elbows are dry
it sucks. i NEVER get dry skin, like, ever. damn you amonia burn! all of my skin isstill dry and itchy (apetizing, i know).
i’m about to go get sushi with dominick. then he’s going to go to his mom’s for dinner andhang out with his sisters for a few hours, while i stay home for lina’s dealy, then he’ll come over here.
they have abunch of new age type stuff planned...
December 2008
so, ok, not friday.
thank god.
i don’t know if i was so against it because, like i think, i really don’t have feelings for him, or if because on some low level of my brain i do. no. you know what i REALLY think?
i think i did. i think i really did start to have actual genuine feelings for him, and i was just so fucking MAD that i went with it, i led him on. i’m a horrible person, yeah, i know....
so
friday…maybe. cryptic, yeah.
i want sushi, but i’m really full. like, i REALLY want sushi.
but.so.full.
dominick brought me a dozen warm krispy kreme doughnuts. on the box he said that every day with me is a gift and he thought he’d return the flavor :P
blah. i went shopping with my mom today at gap and old navy.
got a lot.
“Would duck be considered fish?”
– Maddie
so i went to trader joe's today
and bought a bunch of stuff. i’m greedy and don’t want anyone else to eat the snacky things, so i’m hiding them in my closet; i’m a fatass.
christine just gave me a big piece of chocolate cake…ugh, yum, and rich.
and i have a mandarin lime hansen’s.
i’ve decided that with the first bit of money from my grandma i am going to buy a laptop, because i...
heiress? (this is long)
such a weird word, one i never thought would be applied to …me.
i just talked to my grandma, Phyllis Holliday. yeah, her name is cool.
She’s a poet, novelist, actress, director, and avid cat lover. she’s been featured and spotlighted and published, because she’s just super cool like that. when she was kicked out of the apartment she had lived in for almost 20 years, she...
“You can’t eat your cake and eat your pie, too!”
– Marie Shatara
so, that's all settled.
They talked, finalfuckingly, on their own, and it i sall done with.
tomorrow at noon.
so i messaged charity on myspace. basically just said “i still kinda hate you, but i miss you anyway”
she responded three times. the first two basically said “fuckin’ A, i was thinking about messaging you, it sucks how alike we are.”
then she responded again and said that, yeah,...
i am really stressed out.
i fucking hate being in the middle of shit like this.
yeah, it all revolves around me, but don’t shoot the motherfucking messanger.
they’re both getting upset with me, or at least mine is, the other is more just expressing a general upsetness, and i just can’t fucknig deal with it.
i don’t even have a place where i can go and just be comfortable enough to cry by myself...
i am content.
just leaning here, like this, hearing the breath go in and out and in and out
spicy spinach pizza
gonna go watch Milk tomorrow. and then come back home and bake for christmas.
today is my cousins 16th birthday, and shes not really doing anything.
we might go out to dinner later tonight.
i have to go to my mom’s house to talk to her today but i really don’t want to.
i really want to get my tattoo, now. i kinda want to get something smaller first, just so i can know how much it...
i need to take a shower
but there’s someone in one of ‘em, and i’m not sure if me taking a shower would take away from their hot water.
marie, lina, flor, and i are all surfing the internet in the living room on our respective laptops. this is what sunday mornings were made for (:
dominick is saying he has work today so he can go to faire late, and he wants to hang out…but i want a shower. he...
Popcorn and lime, oh yes.
i really like Lykke Li
I hope I get to see her on my birthday. I won’t know if i can get the tickets until around the beginning of january. i want to so bad. it would be the most perfectest night.
if he doesn’t come because it reminds him of her, it would break my heart into a million billion pieces.
“What’s big, thick, and wants to have its way with you?”
“I...”
– From Wicked, on the tornado.
my first tumblr post
this layout is huuuge.
like the text.
so. um.
yeah this will be boring, i’m just checking stuff out, i guess.
I’m in a room with 6 girls (women?) including me. we’re all chattery and giggly and we ate breakfast over conversations about anal sex and oprah.
i am so wonderfuckingfully at home here.